I have a lot of regrets and some of those regrets I don't think I'll ever erase in my heart. I know, it sounds cheesy and stupid since it's just a University week. How awesome can a small university celebration be? I guess it's not the celebration per say that I'm aiming for but the experience I'll get out of it. I think that's been my aim since I was a kid. I wanted to experience so many things but I was unable to do them. Taekwando, ballet, being a varsity student, theater, and generally speaking a life I've always wanted to live. I never had that privilege. I always lived under a certain standard and limit that I cannot push past.
|Fireworks in DLSU by Andrew Pamorada|
I resolved that I'll just do what ever they want. I can't fight someone that controls my life and holds my life under a tight rope. If I fight again, I might not be able to help myself and finish it all. I'm tired of fighting for what I want and for what others have and already experience. I'm tired and I've lost the will to fight. I've given up so many things just to keep the peace and I guess giving myself up is something I have to do. I really just can't win this fight.
|ESA friends and IS major mates having a fish lunch|
Hahaha! Anyway, I'll cut the sad and sappy tone here and show you guys some of the things I did experience during this week that made me happy, extremely and utterly happy. And I have to thank my friends for that. They've always been my solace and my escape when things get rough but also, they're the reason why I hurt. But I'll always be thankful for them for they keep me sane and put me back to shape. When I'm unstable, they're there to put me back to sanity and keep me going. So, to my friends that's reading this blog... Thanks guys. I love you. ♥
|Jerold, Me & Mandy hanging out in Yuchengco 2nd floor during our lunch break|
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