I think I am in a mellow mode right now. I've been listening to this song for quite a while and it speaks to me. It says what my heart is silently saying. It's mean, harsh and heartbreaking but it's what I feel. I feel like there's no more space in my heart for that person anymore. I've let him go because I've freed myself from everything we had. I no longer care anymore and as sad as it may be, I feel nothing. All I have is contempt and I don't want our relationship anymore. Weird? Maybe. I just don't want you anymore. I don't want us.
Here's the lyrics of the song. Maybe you guys'll find out why I'm feeling the way that I am right now with this song. Maybe you won't. I just want to share this to you guys. It's a very good song and it's quite apt for the weather right now which is gloomy but not yet raining. A very good song to reflect and just chill out.
Tiny Vessels by Death Cab for CutieThis is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark
Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day
All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."
So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Just post it below and let yourself go.
I'll gladly answer them all.
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