Saturday, July 30, 2011

Hey hey hey!


Since I was so inspired because of you guys and the amount of traffic that I have been getting the past few days I decided to make a post again. It isn't a follow up to the College 101 segment of my blog but it is a "fashion" post. I laugh at myself while I type this. I am not the most fashionable or the consistent stylish person but I do follow the trend and try my best to follow it. I am a cheapscake and I can't buy clothes that fit me perfectly. So, here's my look for the day:


Dress: Evita, a gift from my aunt
Bag/Filer: Present Perfect, Perfect Presents from DLSU Centennial Bazaar
Accessories: Different Bazaars in DLSU

I actually wore with that top a cotton legging but I decided to take it off when I got home and decided to take the photos. Truth is, I can only be confident at my own home when my parents is out. So, there! I think I'll just keep this short since I really don't know what else to day. Bye for now guys! :)
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Friday, July 29, 2011

Lazer Maxx | Metrodeal Deal of the Day!










Today was generally an indifferent day. I went to school and got in my classes and basically sat there trying to comprehend what was happening and what we were talking about. I don't know why this day was such a mess but I don't want to delve much about it. What I do want to tell you guys is this amazing deal from Metrodeal!

Thursday, July 28, 2011

College 101: Tip Numero Uno


I have decided that I should start a portion here on my blog called "College 101". I'll be giving tips on what I think made me survive and still be sane while I am in college. I won't be promising to you though that I could solve your college problems or any of that sort but I will share to you guys something that I myself have experienced in college and how I got past through it because of the things I will tell you. I am thinking of doing this bi-monthly at the least or weekly by the most. I want something regular in my blog, so I will really push through and persevere with this one.

The first advice that I think is important to those who are in college and generally in school and life is that YOU NEED TO HAVE A GOOD SET OF FRIENDS. I really think that it is important for anyone to have a good set of friends that are supplementary and complimentary to their personality. Let's say, I am a socially awkward person that is weird, extrovert and very active then I have a friend that is a polar opposite of me, our relationship could be said as if we are supplements to each other. While I am weird and an extrovert, s/he could be the quiet, good listener type. Do you get what I mean? Anyway, here is a list of qualities that my group of friends have and I believe any circle of friends have.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Look: Can't I look formal once in a while?

Today I decided to post a new look in Lookbook.nu again. I just wanted to share it with you guys so that you could see how I look on my good days. Hahaha! You can see my other looks there and hopefully, I'm really hoping, that you guys would like it and hype some of the looks.

So, what is going on with that picture? I took that after I got home from school and had a wonderful day that I decided why not take a photo of what I look like. It was taken in our living room at the second floor and I just posed and asked my mom if she could take a picture of me 'cause we're cool like that. LOLNO.


Anyway, what composes my look are these items:
Reversible Blazer from Elle bought at the International Bazaar
Floral Tube/Skirt from Kaschieka bought in Trinoma
Cotton Leggings from Suprè given as a gift by my aunt
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Vintage Glasses bought in Quiapo
Red and Black Band Ring from SM Department Store


I think that's it! Hahaha! Wow. I think this is my first actual "look" post here. I hope I can make this a regular thing. I really want to show you guys how I normally and abnormally look wherever I go. And I hope that I could inspire some of my heavy set readers into showcasing their beauty at their own blogs and giving more power to the big ass lovely ladies of the world. So, I guess I'd stop here. Bye for now!




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Saturday, July 16, 2011

Road Towards Monetizing My Blog

These past few months I've been thinking of having or attaining a passive income, or a way of generating income through the least active or involved way possible. I have a lot of ideas, websites, and other hoopla that I wanted to try out to make a living. However, I found out that it wasn't easy specially for a person like me who is, for the most part, a living representation of a sloth. I am the worst kind of person that wants to attain money but doesn't do anything about it.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Debuts and Mishaps

This is a late post on an event in my life that I think is quite important and yet, I didn't do it right. I have been thinking for most parts of my life that debuts or that certain point where a girl becomes a woman and is finally shown into the world with beauty and elegance. That thought scared the living shit out of me. I am not the pretty, stereotypical beauty that society wants. I am an ugly duck that would be great to be cooked as a Peking duck. Do you get me? I am also scared that people might not come to my debut. I have issues like that you know. I feel so small and insignificant that I just can't be confident enough. I always second-guess myself and think that I am not enough or just not worth it. For those of you who know me personally, this might be a bit of surprise, but it's the truth. I am insecure.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Getting by Life

I have made blogging my own way of releasing myself from all the tension, pressure and even the frustration that I have with my life. I try to be positive and to live my life as normal and happy as possible but sometimes, I just get to a point where I feel so shitty. I'm nowhere near my ideal disposition in life and I'm envious of all those who are happy and content with their lives. I have to say that, I lie. I am not content or ecstatic with my life. I may be at times but most of the time, I feel like shit.

I just recently had my 18th birthday and I have to say that it was shit. I felt like shit and even though I try to stay positive and think about the negative stuffs and turn it into positive thoughts, I just can't. Not with the way I felt after that day. I can't believe that even my own relatives could boycott my birthday celebration. I have yet again, been scared by their insensitivity. I don't want to shove it in their faces that I was disappointed but it hurts. I expected better. I expected them to be at the least, sensitive on what I might feel if they did what they had done. It was just painful.

I have to admit, I am a very sensitive person even though I do hide it to others from time to time but that is no excuse for anyone, and I mean anyone, to do such a horrible thing on a person's birthday. I have trust issues and what they did to me made me trust them a little bit less. It's just fucking distasteful. I wanted to throw things, cry and just hide myself away from all of them. I was so happy. I was looking forward to that day and them not showing up or even doing something as to make me think they are going but they didn't makes my blood boil. I guess to them, blood is never thicker. I don't want to be rude or anything, but I just hated how I was treated on the day of my birthday celebration.

I hope to anyone that is reading this right now that you will never do anything like that to any of your relatives. It doesn't matter if you are not close to that person, all you have to do is be civil and educated to know the proper manners and courtesy of making someone feel special on their birthday! IT'S THEIR FUCKING BIRTHDAY FOR GOD'S SAKE!


I'm just very disappointed. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to blog something like this but I just can't help it. It has just affected me too much that if I do not say this to anybody, I'll go berserk. My 18th birthday had gone past and I feel like shit. I didn't have a wow memory. I didn't even feel anything. I guess fixing my life is harder that I thought. Everything is harder than I thought. I just hope I could still do this kind of shit and take shit from them a little more. I need patience and understanding. I just need to be forgiving. But one thing is for sure, I will never forget what they have done.

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Thursday, July 07, 2011

Harry Potter: The Final Battle

As you all know, the premier of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows: Part 2 is today. With only a few minutes left till the streaming in different sites across the world. I am excited and apprehensive at the same time. I don't know how to react when I see that boyish grnin on Rupert's face, or that gorgeous elegance that Emma has or that confidence that only Harry--Daniel Radcliffe can have. I don't want it to end. I never want it to end.

After years and years of following, admiring and actually living by the life of Harry Potter I cannot believe that it would be all over soon. I can't believe that within a few minutes, the premier would be held in Trafalgar Square and the once kids I watch on the big screen would walk to their final Harry Potter premier as adults. It is both joyful and depressing in a way that Harry Potter is ending, or has reached its final chapters. I can only say that I am happy for the premier of the latest Harry Potter, but I am also overwhelmed by how fast the movie has progressed. I cannot believe that it will all be over in a matter of days, or to some just minutes! I hope I can pull myself together and manage to not cry after or even during the arrival, main event and at the Trafalgar Square. I don't want my childhood to end, but I know that this end is a good end. I have no regrets as a fan and I am happy to move on to a new chapter of being a fan, and that is Pottermore.

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Wednesday, July 06, 2011

Cracking Nail Polish


A few months ago, my aunt bought these Cracking Nail Polish and I got interested by the outcome of the nails after applying the nail polish. Sadly I didn't see what it looked like when she applied it to herself. So, I borrowed it today and painted my own nails. Here's the review or a simple commentary on what I thought about the cracking nail polish.

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

Tips On How To Be Happy

Hello again!

Recently, I've been finding or discovering things that will or can make a person happy. If you do not know, I've been feeling down and depressed these past few days and that's one of the reasons why I don't blog much the past 2 months. I'm in a journey right now to the path of contentment and maybe even happiness. I know a lot of you are also searching for things to make your life more worthwhile. So, as a resolve, I thought that I could share to you some of the things that I have found out that could make your life meaningful and your heart truly happy.

Monday, July 04, 2011

Hiatus

Bonjour tout les monde!

I have been on a semi-hiatus mode here on blogger for some time now, I believe 2 months or so. I am actually having second thoughts on whether or not I'll be publishing this right now. I don't think I'll be regularly blogging again but I do know that I want to start or should I say, get out of my hiatus AGAIN. I have lame excuses for my absence and lack of consistency with my blog contents. I was actually quite free after my vacation in Cagayan de Oro but I guess I had just got lazy. I'm very sorry about that.

Another reason for my hiatus was actually due to my school resuming classes after the summer vacation. I was slumped and in a bedrock of intimidating final year school work. As some of you might know, I'm a 3rd year college student in one of the so called, Big 4 schools. It'll be my thesis and majors year and I am exhausted and down right burnt out by all of the school load. I guess after all this time, I still can't handle school load and the amount of "play time" I have. I just can't manage the time! I'm a lazy ass fucker and I'm a dreamer as well. Those two do not, and I mean they do not, jive together. All I get is frustration and angst. I also found out just this past few days that I might have severe clinical depression. I was actually kind of expecting it since I do have some episodes where I want to end life as we know it. I was tired, angry and alone. Actually, I still am but I am coping with it. I try not to pull myself down too much.

Anyway, that is that. I guess this is the end of this post and I do hope that I'd still have followers or at least, not lose the only one I have. Oh my gosh, that sounded so lonely. Hahaha!

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